the one who left.gambling things, giving up things.regrets, priorities, decisions. courting disaster. Forewordwrote this for fiction class it turned out so bad, i cant even...but, i dont want it to go to waste, so, lemme just put this out there. the first parts were supposed to be part of a creative non-fiction piecei initially wanted to write about football, but, im not yet comfortable with putting movement into words. we usually hear the side of those who are left behindi wanted to write something about what it feels to leave someone behind~ the characters are too feminine because yea i still havent figured out how to write using a guys sensibility.