Many people have told me, teased me about how my eyes never seem to hold any emotions.Why? My eyes are total blackness. The doctor doesnt even know why I am like this, putting the blame on "rare genetic mutation ; unexplained"I hate this. I hate my eyes. I hate who I am. Why cant I be normal? Why must this happen to me? Mother says I am just special.Unfortunately, only she thinks like that. Queer, weirdo, freak, monster, I have all heard it. Also, I hate crying. Again, why? My tears are black. They stain my face and my clothes, and they make the bullying even worse. So I refrain from crying, thus, managing to create a wall around my emotions as time passes.One that I thought would never break.