Chapter 99 - End of Me (1/1)

Jiyong’s POV…I couldn’t believe what was happening, it was like God was playing a sick joke on me for all the nonsense and destruction I had done through my years in this occupation. I didn’t know what to do, I just saw on the stool, holding her lifeless and cold hand in mine, mumbling things even I didn’t understand.“You can’t leave me.” I whispered to no one in particular before I heard the door open. It had only been about 3 minutes since then and already security along with the nurses and doctors came in to drag me out.“No! NO! NO!” I shouted angrily as security grabbed my arms, trying to practically drag me away from my reason for breathing.“I CAN’T LEAVE HER!” I shouted through tears, holding her hand tightly in mine as the nurses walked over to the machines that were still reading a flat line from her heart.“HOKU! YOU CAN HEAR ME! YOU CAN’T LEAVE ME! YOU CAN LEAVE US!” I shouted begging as one security tried to pry my hands off of her.“Hyung, come on. We have to go.” Seungri whispered as I looked over to him in disbelief to see that his eyes were extremely swollen.

“I can’t leave her.” I whispered heartbroken, watching as Seungri looked to Hoku and then to me, biting his lip.“She’s gone, Hyung.” He whispered letting the tears fall causing my heart to break.“I can’t.” I whispered hesitantly letting go of her hand as I watched it drop to the side of the table.“I can’t.” I whispered feeling the security letting go of me before the members came to my side.“Ji, I hate to say this but she’s gone, you’re baby needs you more than ever.” Hyung mentioned patting my shoulder as I let the tears fall again. There was no way I could let her go, after everything we went through. I turned to the members who had equally cried as much as I did. I sighed turning back to Hoku, looking to the security hesitantly.“One more thing.” I asked as security nodded letting me walk over. I pulled the mask completely off of her before holding her face between my hands.“Baby, you can’t leave me. I love you, I love you, I love you. We NEED you. You have to come back.” I begged through tears using my thumbs to close her eyes as I bit my lip, leaning my forehead forward to rest on hers.“I love you, now and forever.” I whispered kissing her still warm lips, before watching as my tears dropped onto her cheeks.“Alright Ji, we should go.” Youngbae urged as I nodded, stepping away before finally turning my back on her. Walking away was just as painful as having to see what I saw through everything tonight.  ~Beep ~     ~Beep~                 ~Beep~                    ~Beep Beep~                  ~Beep Beep~            ~Beep Beep~  “I don’t believe it.” The sound of the beeps and the voices of the doctors and nurses cleaning the mess brought out our interest.“Ji.” Daesung shook my arm as I looked over my shoulder to see the flat line, now pulsating.“She’s……..” TOP whispered tears falling as I practically almost fainted into their waiting arms.“Ji, she’s back.” Youngbae whispered shocked as I ran over to her side, seeing the faint breaths being taken by her.“Baby.” I whispered expectantly through tears as I stared at her face, hoping to see some kind of movement. I reached over, placing my hands gently on her cheeks before kissing her forehead.“Baby, can you hear me?” I whispered helplessly staring at her still closed eyelids.“You can’t leave me, please.’ I begged this time, leaning over to hug her, burying my nose into her neck which still carried that same welcoming scent.“You can’t, I won’t let you.” I threatened holding her tightly no matter how much the doctors ran around the room, surprised that her heart came back.“I love you baby, I love you both. You need to wake up and see your baby.” I mentioned being pushed out of the way so doctors could hook up an oxygen mask and IV to her.“This is incredible.” The doctor whispered turning to me with a shocked expression.“We marked her as dead 3 minutes ago, there is no way she should be alive.” He pointed out as the guys held me.“Will she be ok?” I asked hesitantly as he put a hand to his forehead looking to Hoku.“We’ll need to do some tests first.”  Author’s POV…Jiyong and the members were escorted out of the room and into the hallway so that doctors could do a few tests. Jiyong didn’t know what to do, to either be happy or cry again, how was something like this possible.“It’s a miracle.” Youngbae whispered wrapping his arms comfortingly around his friends shoulder.“I told you she would be ok.” Daesung whispered sniffling. They had all decided to keep the news away from the girls about everything that just happened.YG soon showed up with Gummy and Seven who both looked equally startled and worried. Jiyong and the boys explained to them the situation, of course they all broke out in tears before they could finish. They stopped them from crying so that Jiyong could explain the rest.“So she’s ok?” Gummy asked expectantly, fixing her now running make up.“They are still doing tests.” TOP mentioned as they sighed, YG quickly walked over and hugged his young idol.“I’m so glad you all are ok.” YG whispered before pulling away.“What about the baby?” Seven asked as Jiyong quickly looked up, almost immediately smiling.“Healthy.” He answered as they sighed in relief. The group had finally received the word they had been eager to hear.“She’s fine. She suffered from a lot of blood loss which could explain her heart going into cardiac arrest, we’ve got her on blood transplants to bring her body up to speed. Either than that, she is fine. It may be a while till she wakes up, she’ll be exhausted.” The doctor explained to the group as they brought Hoku out on her hospital bed.“The nurses will take you to her room.” The doctor then ushered as the group quickly bowed their thanks to him.“I would like to request the private suite for her.” YG immediately announced to the nurses who nodded and began escorting the group down the hall, pulling into a large hospital room for her.“Also, can we see my baby?” Jiyong asked as the nurses bowed and left the room to retrieve his request.  Once the nurse left, Jiyong found his spot on Hoku’s side, careful of the various things that were now hooked up to her. He smiled, caressing her cheek before speaking.“You’ll seriously be the end of me.”