Taemin wanted nothing more than to have his attention. He had only wanted to have the other realize that he too would be a great lover. But none of that was able to be looked over as he was too late because of her. This is my first story here, Im usually the quiet reader but  wanted to try something new.So enjoy!Btw... Excuse me for the cover photo... I tried... Foreword"I dont have any reason to not be okay, right? I mean... I knew he was never mine. So I have no reason to cry, right? When I sat back down from refilling my drink, I told myself that I should give up knowing its too late anyway. I know Ive been waiting for years for him to figure it out on his own since I didnt have the balls to say or write it to him. I had many chances to tell him, but I all screwed those chances up."***"Ill be there to support him as the long time friend hes always had” He sniffed, “not as his stupid dongsaeng who fell in love with him. Ill be there because I want him to be happy knowing that he has us by his side when he steps into a new life with a wife."***When I heard silence, that’s when I left quietly. Sitting in my car, I cried, just knowing that I might’ve ruined the chance to be with him all this time made me feel like an idiot who didn’t know about the love he was talking about.That was the moment I knew I still loved him.