Confidence and Lack There (1/1)

xuanmiin: Ga In's point of view-“Ga In’s favourite group of the opposite gender.”Kwon scrunches his face for a moment, “I apologise for sounding like an egoistical bastard, but 2AM.”“Favourite member of 2AM?”“Loaded question,” He looks critically at me for a moment, “Again, I apologise. Jo Kwon.”“Ideal kind?” I cringe when Boom oppa gets to this question.“Ideal kind? She doesn’t state her ideal kind anymore. The most she does is describe it.” Kwonnie protests, again he’s right.“Ga In wrote a name down.” Na Young unnie helps him.“Then…” He hesitates for a long time, as if trying to recall all the ideal kinds that I’ve stated from years ago, but appears to eventually settle on one, “Jinyoung hyung?” His voice rises so dramatically when he says it.Boom oppa pretends to be appalled, “Ga In, do you really not know any other name?”“What did Ga In write?” Kota enquires, apparently overcome with curiosity.“Jo Kwon.” Boom oppa looks at me with the most pitiful expression he can conjure, “You really need to look for a better ideal kind, Ga In-ah.”It’s a joke but Kwonnie’s not particularly pleased by it. I know, from the momentary crease in his forehead.“Her best friend?”“Im Seulong.”“An artist she would to collaborate with.”“Ga In-ah only named one person?”“Yes.”“She wants to collaborate with so many people. How could she only name one person?”“Jo Kwon? Since she seems to write my name pretty often?”“It appears like for every questions that she can answer with Jo Kwon, she does.” Na Young unnie takes a dig at me.“It’s a smart tactic you know, why didn’t I think of it!” Wonders YeEun aloud from behind.“Most talented member in the group she debuted in?”“This is tough. All of them are so talented. Does she even know herself?”“She wrote an answer down.”“Ga Innie will write an answer that I will automatically think of. Narsha noona.” He’s surprised to get it right, then he quickly scrambles to cut in, “The most beautiful noonas in the world, all of you are so incredibly talented that Ga In-ah didn’t know how the answer the question, and neither do I! But she wrote Narsha noona because she knows that I was the biggest fan of Narsha noona when BEG debuted!”“Do she still consider herself an idol?”“No, just no.”“At what point did she think she finally made it?”“Abracadabra?”“Would she rather be an idol or a singer?”“Singer. This is straightforward.”“Is she a better vocalist or dancer?”“What on earth. Vocalist, for sure.”“Would she date someone within the industry or not?”Kwon seems to expect this question, so I’m guessing that he got the same set of questions as I did, “Yes.”I sense Na Young unnie trying to keep her facial expression in order, as she clenches her hand behind her back. YeEun and Kota are trying to keep perfectly straight faces, and they more or less succeed.“If she could be a member of another group, at any point in time, which group would she be part of?”Kwon narrows his eyes and glances in my direction, “She wouldn’t take the offer.”“Besides her agency, which is her favourite agency?”“JYPE.”“Her favourite composer and lyricist?”“Oh, Ga In-ah would have written someone she knows personally. But there are so many now. She wouldn’t write a BEG noona since she can’t write all of them. Min Soo hyung and Eana noona.”“That’s distinct from my favourite unnies or my favourite higher up okay!” The situation is flipped and now I’m the one in the hot seat. “Favourite group of the opposite gender?” Now it’s Na Young unnie’s turn to do the questioning.I grind my teeth together in thought, “I’m between WG and BEG.”“Kwon-ah would have written Brown Eyed Girls!” Pipes YeEun, “Even I think he would have written BEG.”“Wonder Girls.” I drawl.“He wrote BEG.” Na Young unnie replies.“Told you, unnie!” YeEun pokes fun from the back. “Favourite member of BEG?”“Narsha unnie. He’s a big fan of Narsha unnie.”Kwonnie makes a face at me, Na Young unnie rolls her eyes, but this luckily escapes the camera, “Ga In noona.”“You n