Insane. (Epilogue 2.) (1/1)

{ Please listen to the song while reading this chapter. } A high school boy who was physically smaller than other kids were trembling in fear as few fresh high school group of boys surrounding him. The poor could not even look up to them, he was just staring at the ground as he held his bagpack close to his chest. The older boys were laughing at the younger boy as if they were watching some kind of funny video. One of the boys slapped the trembling boy, making him fall on the ground with the precious bagpack being thrown down on the ground. The smaller boy's tremblings got worse, it was clear that boy was abused and bullied but somehow other kids did not really care and went on with their lives. What a world.The other kids started to kick the poor boy, as the guy who slapped the boy grabbed the thrown bagpack. The bagpack was no different than any other students' bag. Except the fact that everything the boy had was all expensive things, even the bagpack itself. The group of kids laughed as they kept on physically abused the boy. The boy was already crying, hating the society and the world. Hating how no one will help him, no one will look back at him and he is living because he cannot die. After getting beaten to the point that the boy could not remember, the guy who slapped the boy made the group of guys stop their kicks. The guy soon crouching down in front of the helplessly laying down boy, grabbing his face. "Bring more money tomorrow, Jimin-ah. I don't want to force you, you just need to be our wallet and sandbag." The guys laughed and slapped the poor boy again, soon standing up to lift his leg up to kick the already hurt boy. " Do you guys not have a life to live? "The guy who was trying to kick the boy had fell on the ground and a basketball rolled towards the trembling boy. The boy sighed at the pain on his back as he looked at the sudden basketball before looking up at the owner of the voice. "I would rather look at the textbook once more rather than being trash like you." The new guy said as he pushed the remaining boys that were surrounding the poor boy and crouched down in front of him to help him up. Somehow the guys did not move, they did not talk back or hit the guy who was helping the boy. They all just stood there, not knowing what to do and watching both of them. The new guy took the bagpack from the floor, gathering all the things that fell on the floor and zipped it up, holding it on his back as he kicked the basketball back to the basketball court. He took the boy's arm over his shoulders to take him to the infirmary and when he realized that the group of guys were still there, " Why are you still here? Fuck off. "The group of bullies could not say anything until they all ran away, the new guy gently supporting the boy to the infirmary. The school nurse was in a meeting so the new guy helped the injured boy sit down on one of the beds and took out few medicine to help the boy to treat his wounds. The boy just sat down, hissing a bit at the sudden pain as the alcohol touched his injuries. Even though it was obvious that the boy was having a hard time breathing, his body in pain from all the beating. After treating somewhat of the boy's wounds, the stranger just placed the tools and medicine away. The boy noticed how the stranger was walking towards the door and the boy quickly got up to thank the stranger before knocking down the tray of medicine beside him. The boy crouched down to pick the tray up, his eyes following the stranger, scared that he would not be able to thank the male because of his clumsy act. The stranger turned around, brushing his white and long fingers through his light brown hair before walking back to where the boy was crouching down. He took the boy's hand to lift him up, pushing the boy gently towards the bed so the boy was now just sitting down on the bed as he watched the stranger cleaning up his mess. " Stay down, will you? "The stranger said with a long sigh, pushing the reorganized tray further away from the bed that the boy was sitting down. The  stranger walked back to the bed, pushing the boy's shoulders gently to lay him down then covered him with the thin sheet. "Rest, I'll let your teacher know that  you're injured." The boy quickly raised his hang to grab the stranger's sleeve, "Can I-I know your name?" The boy asked in a soft and weak whisper and the stranger turned his head around to face the boy, brushing away the boy's fringes, "Third year, Min Yoongi." The stranger simply said before walking out from the room. After that incident, the group of guys who used to bully Jimin never bothered him anymore. He would see Yoongi once in awhile but it was not often. Even if he saw him, he could not even let out a word either since he did not know if Yoongi remembered him or not. Yoongi seemed popular; he was always surrounded with people, everyone talked about him and even the teachers were always talking about him. He was always the top of the school, even some people came from the news to interview him and etc.. He was never good enough for him to approach. He did not have the courage to take one step closer. Then soon Yoongi graduated high school and since Jimin was a year younger, he could not see Yoongi anymore at school. Feeling devastated, Jimin started to focus on more of his studies, not wanting to disappoint Yoongi. Jimin met Taehyung right after Yoongi left high school, Jimin had to move schools since after Yoongi left, the bullying started again. After he moved to Daegu and met Taehyung, his life turned out to be better. Until his parents called him home after his high school graduation. Since his parents called, he could not say no. It was not like his parents and he had negative relationship so he went home for few days. That was when he finally met the person he wanted to meet all this time.Luckily their parents knew each other, they had a dinner arrangement. The dinner was pretty awkward for Yoongi and Jimin since they did not speak a word to each other, only the parents were having so much fun. Both Jimin and Yoongi were asked to spend time together alone while their parents had lot of things to catch up on, the adults stayed in the dinner tabled as both of the boys came out from the house. They sat together at the bench in the garden. Yoongi was looking through his phone as he was constantly getting messages and Jimin just tried hard to calm his heart down that was beating way too fast. " Do you possibly remember me? " Jimin finally asked as he was biting his lower lip since he was nervous and feeling awkward at the silence. Yoongi kept on replying to his messages, just simply answering 'No.' as an answer without taking his eyes off from his phone. Jimin nodded, pouting softly at disappointment while rubbing his palms together. There was the silence again, it made Jimin feel uncomfortable. His heart was beating, his mind was crazy and his mouth cannot even say anything to the older. Yet, just being by the older's side made Jimin happy already. There was absoluetly no words between the two, no words were needed and they both felt warm just being by each other's sides. Yoongi stood up as his mother called, walking back into the house. Jimin quickly got up to follow the older and it was time to say goodbye. Even though it was short period of time with nothing but just sitting beside each other; it felt nice. No words were needed at all. Their parents said goodbyes, clearly not wanting to seperate yet. However, the night was near and it was for the best for everyone to go home. Yoongi bowed at Jimin's parents and Jimin did the same to Yoongi's parents. Just before Yoongi got into their car, he walked up to Jimin who was debating to wave his hand or not and ruffled the younger boy's hair. " I do remember you, kid. Stay safe and I'll see you around. "Jimin was speechless as his hair was ruffled by the older, feeling his cheeks heating up at the sudden action. Jimin only bowed at the older male as he saw him getting into a seperate car from his parents. Jimin could never forget about that day. Even though after that, he could not see Yoongi since he was soon busy with himself and with his new job as a police officer with Taehyung. Jimin did not think that he would ever meet Yoongi again until he was assigned to get to know someone who looked like Yoongi. Jimin was not sure if it was Yoongi when he first saw Suga's picture ont he file that Namjoon gave. But how could he forget about someone who he loves so much, who he had been loving all these years. First day that Jimin is going to the bar that Suga owns, it was nerve racking for him but it was also exciting him as well. If that Suga was Yoongi, he could finally meet Yoongi again and maybe get to talk to him more. But things never turned out the way he wanted to be, Namjoon already knew what was going on between Jimin and Yoongi. He had threatened to kill Taehyung if he did not do as he was told, so he went to the bar; staring at the sign before sighing, still debating what is the right thing to do. That was only until when a blonde man with a mask on covered his mouth with his hand, dragging him inside the bar. Jimin was afraid but he was not someone like he used to be, he quickly raised his arm to elbow the stranger's stomach and stepped on the man's foot before turning around to grab his neck until his hand was stopped. Jimin looked up at the man who just caught his hands so easily and he just could not believe his own eyes. Even though the man was wearing a mask, he knew it was him. It was Yoongi, the man he love so much.Yoongi just frowned at the sight of the young boy in front of him. Not only because the smaller boy just stopped his attacks but also the boy was not someone he expected to be. The boy had bright red hair, it was so bright that anyone could notice the boy from afar. Yoongi knew a boy that had the same name with the boy from the past will come over thanks to Jin, his hacker but he did not expect that it would be the same boy. The boy was not the same from the past, the boy that he remembered when he was young was so different. The innocent boy who was helpless, the boy with light brown hair who would smile at the smallest things. A boy who knew how to appreciate little things and paid attention in detail. The boy was sensitive, he would cry at the kitten that was thrown away and blamed himself how useless he was since he could not do anything about it. The boy was different, he was not the same boy that he knew. " You and I have lot of things to catch up on. " Since the boy changed, the way that he treated the boy needed to change as well. Yoongi grabbed Jimin's wrist, pulling him inside his room as he ordered his group of men to stay outside without letting anyone inside and locked his bedroom door. Jimin just looked confused, looking at Yoongi with surprising look as he stood in the middle of the room. Yoongi moved aside to sit down on his leather chair, still not moving his gaze from the boy who changed so much. The two men in the room had this strong yet distant atmosphere around them, even though they knew who each other were; they could not reduce the space between them. While explaining things about Namjoon and the whole misunderstanding from both of them, Yoongi called Jungkook inside to clear everything out. That was when Jimin realized how precious Jungkook was to Yoongi, the bond they had will never be broken by a third party. The documents were wrong, it was all made up stories for Yoongi and his crew to move around freely, a well set up trap for them to capture Namjoon. " I want everything to be over so I can take Taehyung back at home. "Jimin looked surprised at Jungkook's words and quickly turned around to face Yoongi as the youngest male left the room. Yoongi explained to Jimin how Jungkook was grown in the orphanage and that Jungkook wants to take Taehyung to where he grew up to share his past and meet with the supervisor. Even though there were too much information to process in Jimin's head, he knew what kind of person Yoongi was from the past; he would not do anything without a reason, it was easier to understand. Yoongi warned Jimin to keep quiet for Taehyung, since Taehyung was not someone who could keep a secret or have a poker face while handling pressure. Yoongi knew that he had to take risk, it was a risky card that he was holding; Jimin. Just like Jimin was ordered, he visited the bar everyday. He was asked to work but in the end, he was never part of any work. He was pretending to be a bartender and did learn how to make few alcoholic drinks in the bar from Yoongi sometimes but other than that, he was just there for protection.  It seemed like he was working more than other people since Yoongi purposely only made him work in the back of the bar or the kitchen. When the watch around Jimin got less, Yoongi was finally able to make a move on Jimin. Jimin was one of the rare people who had the permission to enter the bar or to Yoongi's room without getting stopped by the guards, Jimin already had some authority in the bar and he was treated like a princess; all thanks to Yoongi. Yoongi knew Namjoon was still watching over Jimin, he knew someone was in the bar with Jimin who was looking over Jimin and his actions. Once, Yoongi ordered one of his man to bring Jimin to his room in the bar. When Jimin stepped into the room, Yoongi quickly grabbed Jimin's wrist and ran out from the bar from his window. Jimin was puzzled but he had no choice but to follow, just trying not to get hurt as he followed the older. Yoongi pushed Jimin inside his car before getting into the car himself, driving away from the dark alley. "Where.. are we going, sir?" Jimin asked as he looked out the window and soon back to Yoongi who was focused on driving. " On a date. " Jimin blinked as he stared at Yoongi, soon the older male coughing as the awkward silence continued. Jimin quickly turned his gaze away to look out the window, a bright smile forming on his face as he blushed. The drive was pretty long and compared to the hours of them driving, they were just in a large movie theatre. Yoongi parked the car nearby and helped Jimin get off from the car. As they walked inside the theatre, it was pretty empty. Jimin thought it was beacause it was a bit early in the afternoon but when Yoongi just walked right inside to one of the biggest theatre rooms without buying a ticket, he started to think otherwise. The theatre was already set up, there were popcorns, beverage and also food. The seat was all empty except them two, the chairs were more comfortable than other ones. "What is all this, sir?" Jimin asked once again as he was seated down on one of the chairs at the back with Yoongi beside him. "I didn't want to make a big fuss but Jungkook said it was better... So, I rented the whole theatre until you want to go home." Jimin soon burst out laughing, could not stop himself to stop. "Wai-wait. So, you borrowed the whole theatre? We could have just watched one movie instead of emptying this place!" Jimin said as he held his stomach, still laughing. Yoongi just rubbed the back of his neck, slightly pouting at Jimin's words. "I wanted to go to the theatre that is close to the bar but I didn't want to get caught. I didn't want to risk anything and Jungkook suggested the idea- ... Do you not like it?" Yoongi asked as he leaned close to Jimin who was still laughing, ruffling the boy's head. Jimin soon wiped his eyes, wiping his tears from laughing too much. The younger male from the two quickly shaked his head, resting his elbow on the arm of the chair he was sitting on, placing his chin on his palm as he touched the tip of his nose against the tip of the older's nose. "I love it, hyung. Thank you so much for being considerate. I love everything you do." Yoongi only smiled as he ruffled the younger boy's hair like he used to and turned his gaze at the screen. The movie was one of the latest ones, it was not sad or happy yet the atmosphere between them was nerve racking. They were only watching a movie together until the back of their hands slightly touched, Jimin's cheek turning pink as his skin touched Yoongi's soft ones.Even though Yoongi did not make it noticeable, he was nervous himself. After few minutes of the both males' back of their hands touching, Jimin sighed before quickly grabbing the older's hand. When Yoongi turned his head to face the other male, Jimin just looked at him with a beautiful smile on his face. The movie was the latest action movie yet both of them were blushing while holding hands. After the movie, they were back at the bar. Jimin did not expect anything more and he did not need anything more than that, he knew how much he could push Yoongi. Yoongi just took Jimin's hand and pulled him to the kitchen at the back of the bar, making him sit. Yoongi quickly put on an apron, making the workers wonder around them. Yoongi started to cook as if he was used to the environment, humming to himself while having his workers not knowing what to do, just standing by the kitchen door. Jimin watched Yoongi's busy back while smiling, loving how Yoongi could be so different with him. Jimin watched Yoongi until the older male finally took off his apron, bringing few plates of food; past, steak and soup. Unusual things people might see in a bar but it was Yoongi's bar anyway, he could do whatever he wants. Jimin blinked in surprise as he looked at Yoongi who threw the apron at one of his worker, bringing Jimin to his room while ordering one of his men to bring the food up before it gets cold. Jimin was placed on Yoongi's chair as he Yoongi pulled a wooden chair to sit on the other side of his own desk, facing Jimin. When the foods were placed on the desk, Yoongi only said; "Eat." Jimin started to eat slowly and when the noticed that Yoongi was just staring at him, he quickly grabbed  his fork, slicing a piece of the steak with the knife before placing the fork between Yoongi's lips. "Hyung, say ahhh." Yoongi just blinked, feeling a bit shy at the situation. The older male shook his head while saying, "You eat, Jimin." Then Jimin pouted, looking up at the older with puppy eyes, "Please, hyung?" Yoongi soon sighed as he opened his mouth, taking in the food that Jimin was feeding him. " See? It tastes even better when you're not eating alone! "Yoongi only chuckled, ruffling Jimin's head as he watched the younger male eating. When Jimin almost finished everything, Yoongi ordered his men to take away the plates again before one of them coming up with ice cream cake. Jimin just looked at Yoongi before chuckling, "Why are you cheesy, hyung?" Yoongi's ear turned pink as he took a fork, handing it to Jimin, "Just eat, kid." Jimin smiled while eating the cake, Yoongi only had coffee in his mug. They started to talk about the old days; how they met, how they thought about each other and what happened in the years when they were apart.  Even it was mostly Jimin who was talking, Yoongi would only stare at Jimin, showing him that he is listening as he paid attention. " ... " Yoongi's actions made Jimin happy, it felt like he was needed and the fact that someone was listening without stopping made him feel wanted. Also, coming from Yoongi who is a boss or more like a leader of this group made Jimin feel special. Yoongi was so considerate, calm and caring. Yoongi would often repeat the last few words of Jimin's, making sure to let Jimin know that he was listening to whatever he was talking about. Who would have known that the boss of a mafia organization called Limitless would be this sweet and caring towards someone? Even his men did not fully understand Yoongi. The way that they saw Yoongi was somewhat cruel, heartless and cold boss who does not hesitate in killing someone for his benefits. However, seeing their boss like this was not a bad thing. It proved that their boss was also a human with feelings. The changes of their boss was a good thing, the bar finally felt alive; somewhere people lived not a place only with alcohol, loud music and gun shots. When Jimin realized that he was the only one talking, he quickly stopped as he looked at Yoongi with widened eyes. "I'm sorry, I-I didn't mean to like gossip about everything." Yoongi would only chuckle, shaking his head. " Cute. "Jimin could only blush at the sudden of Yoongi's beautiful smile, making him happy as well. When their little talk was over, Yoongi got up and wrapped one of his blazers around Jimin's shoulders to keep him warm as he drove him home. Jimin could not sleep properly that night, his mind was full of Yoongi until Taehyug mentioned about his identification card being lost. He immediately thought of Jungkook and Namjoon but he mentally noted down to ask Yoongi the next day. Even though Jimin found out that Jungkook was the one who took Taehyung's identification card; he could not tell Taehyung about it. There were just so much Taehyung did not know and Jimin did not want his best friend to be in any more of danger. Jimin and Yoongi had been developing their relationship, after the date at the movie theatre and also a dinner date that was personally cooked by Yoongi; they were tight as ever. Even though none of them would say anything cheesy or something that represents their relationship; it was obvious that their relationship was special and no one could ever be in their way. Jimin was still forced to pretend to work in the bar since after Taehyung's identification card was lost, Namjoon increased the security around Jimin. Jimin felt like Namjoon already knew everything, he had no choice but to be suspicious for his own surroundings. It was only matter of time when Jimin was attacked by group of men, taking him away when he was walking to the bar. When he woke up, he was tied up in a wooden chair. His hands were tied behind his back against the chair, his legs were at least free. It was hard for Jimin to understand what was going on. The back of his head felt like it was bleeding, the blood was trailing down to the back of his neck and to his back. Jimin blinked few times, trying to gain his eyesight back. It seemed like he was in a small room, there was only one window high up almost in the ceiling. There was only one door, it was locked with two locks that needed a key to open. Jimin's head was spining, the pain at the back of his head was not helping at all. His wrist started to hurt more as he tried to untie the ropes that was binding him. When Jimin stopped looking around the dark room that gave no important information, he closed his eyes and leaned his back against the wooden chair that he was tied on to rethink what just happened. He started to calmly rewind what he was doing; he was walking out from his and Taehyung's apartment, as soon as he was walking to the bus station, his head was hit and he lost consciousness. He frowned at the sudden noise of the door unlocking, he opened his eyes to check if the door was opened. Jimin looked up at the man with a mask who stood in front of him, he frowned since he could not see or figure who the man was. " Are you awake, little kitten?" Jimin heard the mysterious man, he still could not get a clear vision of the masked man and it was quite bothering him a lot. The masked man bent his knees to take a closer look of the red haired male. "You got involved in something that you shouldn't be in. I'm sorry, kitten. I didn't mean to hurt you like this. Look at you, you're bleeding." The stranged man grabbed Jimin's chin and pulled it up, making Jimin squint his eyes at the sudden light from the ceiling. "What do you want.. from me?" Jimin literally whispered out since he had no energy to control his own voice. "You seem like you're the only weakness Suga has, it's not like I wanted to hurt an innocent soul like you." the masked man spoke softly as he caressed Jimin's cheek with his thumb gently, wiping the blood in the corner of Jimins lips. " Don't touch me, you fucker." The masked man started to laugh as he listened to Jimin's weak worlds. He grabbed Jimin's chin, caressing his soft cheek again before pulling his hand away. Jimin's head quickly pulled down just before his gaze switched from the man's face to the wall beside him. Jimin just blinked in surprise, slowly turning his head back to face the man who stopped laughing. "I don't want to kill you just yet. Behave, my kitten." the man soon ran his fingers through Jimin's bright red hair, soon grabbing handful of his hair, whispering his last words; "Or I would have no choice but to kill you." The man smiled behind the mask, Jimin could tell the man was enjoying this; the man's eyes were also smiling as well. " I'm guessing your parents didn't teach you not to touch things that belong to others? "The masked man seemed pretty surprised, he quickly turned around to face Yoongi who was leaning against the wall that had the only window in the room. The man frowned as he heard Yoongi's words, not feelings so happy about the sudden unwanted guest. "How-How did you get inside?" the man stuttered as Yoongi got his back off from the wall, walking towards to Jimin and the masked man. "If you're going to use tricks, use smarter ones. If you're going to use mens to kill, use stronger ones. It shows how low you are, it didn't take too long for me to get inside by myself." Yoongi answered as he shook his head, remembering how all the passwords and the men who tried to stop him was useless and waste of time. The masked man quickly grabbed a gun from his pocket, pointing it towards Jimin. "Come any closer and your boy is dead." Jimin frowned at the sudden cold texture against his forehead. Suga just laughed as he walked closer, hearing the trigger being pulled slowly. Yoongi was calm, too calm to be exact. The masked man frowned as he took the gun and moved it to point at Suga. " That's your mistake. " Yoongi left those words and charged into the man, lowering his upper body to dodge the bullet of the gun as if he knew where the man would shoot. He grabbed his dagger, his left hand pulling Jimin's head close to his chest and his right hand stabbing the man's neck at the same time. When the man started to fall down, Yoongi kicked the body away from Jimin, making it fall down on the ground lifelessly. Yoongi kept his left arm around Jimin, hugging the poor trembling boy as he calmed him down. "It's alright, Jimin. It's over." he whispered against the top of Jimin's head, his hand caressing the boy's back to sooth him. Jimin started to cry and he still does not know if it was because he was afraid of the situation or because Yoongi actually came to save him. "Jimin, look at me." Yoongi softly whispered as he crouched down in front of Jimin, untying the boy's hands. As soon as Jimin's hands were free, Yoongi held them in his; looking at Jimin who was also looking at him with tears rolling down on his cheeks. " I'm sorry that I'm so late, I had to move on my own. "Jimin just sat in the seat, still being held close to Yoongi as he sobbed while his body trembled. Yoongi felt sharp pain through his heart to see the younger boy this way, he could not help but to blame himself for his mistake. Yoongi just stayed in place as he let Jimin calm down from his fears, probably this is the reason why Jimin hates sleeping or being trapped in a closed space. When Jimin was okay to move, Yoongi left a soft peck against the younger male's forehead before holding his hand to get out from the mysterious house. As soon as they were both reached to the bar, Jungkook frowned as he growled at the entrance of the bar; throwing away one of his old rifles. When Jungkook stopped breaking the already broken gun, he quickly ran over to Yoongi and Jimin who were holding hands.   "Where have you been..?" Jungkook asked as he felt the strange air between them. Yoongi shook his head at Jungkook before pulling Jimin to his room, making him rest on his bed to recover. Yoongi quickly changed Jimin's clothes into his, more comfortable ones before pulling the blanket over him. He gently caressed the younger male's head as he watched him fall asleep, whispering softly to the sleeping younger. " When the time is right, I'll ask you but for now.. "  Yoongi sighed while petting the younger's red hair, a small faint smile forming against his lips; not being able to take his eyes off from him." I promise you that, I'll protect you with everything I have. "

Yoongi closed the door behind him as he left the room, the door being slightly opened.                      Then he kep his promise without a doubt.  He has no regrets, he doesn't feel guilty or sad. He kept his promise, he protected what he wanted to protect from long time ago when he was in high school.Even though more than half of his life was filled with darkness, blood and guns. He still looks back at the short memories that he has with his loved one. The only thing that might bother him is that..                                                                          He wouldn't be the last happiness for Jimin. He made Jimin cry because of him for the first time.                                           Jimin visited the grave where Yoongi was, placing a bouquet soft blue pastel toned baby's breath beside his name.  " I'll protect what you have been protecting. I won't let you down. Please watch me reach your goal. "