Yours (1/1)
Yours *four weeks later*
It was a cold saturday morning, there was fog surrounding every square inch of the sky and the sound of wind was whispering good morning to the gloomy day. Through these past four weeks Lisa and Jennie have been spending an immeasurable amount of time together. Good morning and goodnight texts were the new norm, daydreaming about one another was an often reoccurance, and the only thing they despised was being apart from each other. ------------------ Lisa’s POV7:12am I woke up way earlier than I wanted, it was Saturday and my plans were to meet up with Jennie later on tonight after she went and hung out with her acapella group. I forced Jennie to spend time with her acapella group because she’s been constantly cancelling on them just so she could spend time with me. During these past four weeks, I’ve come to realization that Jennie is the sweetest, most genuine person i’ve had the pleasure of knowing. I love how she has this hardened exterior shell that makes her appear as a badass, but in reality she’s practically a cinnamon bun that I’m currently falling in love with. I couldn’t get Jennie off my mind so I thought I’d text her: 7:14am Lisa: Good morning baby <37:14am Lisa: I miss you :( 7:16am Jennie: babeee why are you up so early on a saturday7:17am Jennie: I miss you more :(7:20am Lisa: aw sorry did i wake you up heh7:21am Jennie: It’s okay, I missed you while I was sleeping 7:21am Jennie: oh my god you’ve made me so corny it's gross, i can’t help it D: 7:23am Lisa: hahah I love it :) 7:23am Lisa: what time will you be done w your get together today? I can’t wait to see you 7:26am Jennie: you’ll see me tonight babe, go back to sleep okay? <3 7:27am Lisa: You didn’t answer my question :( -Lisa’s POV Last night I had a late night acapella practice with Rose because we’re leaving for the final acapella competition to America in two weeks. Last night we were told that this year, the winning acapella group will win a performance on SBS inkigayo and the winner and runner up will win a private audition with a panel of kpop label reps. Hearing that information shook Rose and I to the bone. The opportunity to follow our dreams that we’ve spoken about since we were children can actually become a reality. I’m insanely nervous due to the fact that we’ll be performing out of the country, and I’m even more stressed out knowing that Jennie’s group has won three years in a row. I know our group is strong enough to put up a fight and win second or third, but I’m scared. I’m scared because what if Jennie gets picked up by a kpop label? It’s written in the stars that Jennie is meant to become a kpop star, but what if she ends up falling in love with a celebrity? Ugh, I don’t know. I sound crazy, but I can’t help but keep myself up at night at the thought of Jennie leaving me. Senior year is coming to an end for her and I know for a fact she’s going to blow up sooner or later.. After my thoughts subsided, I started to get sleepy again and ended up dozing off.
--------Jennie’s POV It’s been a few weeks and I haven’t asked Lisa to be officially mine yet, I wanted to take the time to make sure that I was ready to fully commit, love, cherish and care for her. She deserves everything in the world and more.
-Last Weekend Flash Back- As Lisa and Jennie cooked their dinner together, they’d occasionally exchange innocent smiles as they listened to a playlist of songs they created together. Serving each other gentle cheek kisses and charming back hugs, the two girls were thoroughly enjoying their time cooking together. While Lisa started to prepare the dinner table, she heard Jennie mumble in the kitchen: Jennie mumbles to herself: ahhh! shiit ow Lisa furrowed her eyebrows, finished placing the two sets of dinner plates on the table and quickly made her way back into the kitchen. Lisa: Jen, what’s wrong? Is everything okay? Lisa found Jennie facing the sink with the water running, so she quickly scurried over to the dark haired girl and wrapped her arms around her from behind. Jennie didn’t respond to Lisa’s gesture, so then Lisa looked over Jennie shoulder to find Jennie’s pointer finger deeply cut and revealing a decent amount of blood. Lisa worried: Baby!! Oh my god!Jennie giggles: I’m okay babe Lisa: No you’re bleeding! Wait here I’ll be right back! Lisa quickly retreated her arms from Jennie and ran upstairs into her restroom to grab a first aid kit. After she made her way back downstairs, she placed herself right in front of Jennie to help take care of her. With no hesitation, Lisa grabbed Jennie’s wrist and began to disinfect, clean, and wrap the cut with bandages. While Lisa continued to take care of the brown eyed girl in front of her, she kept sweetly mumbling to Jennie: Lisa: Jennie you need to be more carefulLisa: ugh baby you keep bleedingLisa: ah I should’ve cut the veggies babe I’m sorry Jennie winced at the pain of the disinfectant wipe, after the stinging disappeared, she opened her eyes to look at her bleeding finger. Then, Jennie slowly lifted her eyes to listen and analyze the words coming from Lisa’s mouth. Jennie’s eyes kept blinking as if she was in a dream, she couldn’t believe Lisa was apologizing to her when she was the one who accidentally cut her own finger. The love, worry, care and affection that displayed through Lisa’s actions filled the entire atmosphere. Jennie’s eyes continued to follow each inch of Lisa’s worried face as she watched her tend to her hurt finger. Jennie couldn’t help but softly smile after she felt the warmth in her heart spread through her entire body. After Lisa finished, she brought Jennie’s bandaged finger to her face and gently placed a kiss onto the bandaged and said: Lisa softly: There, all better!
Jennie’s POV I watched Lisa move herself over towards the counter to finish cutting up the vegetables. I couldn’t help but stand in awe of the girl in front of me, her actions, her words, and herself alone is everything that I have been missing in my life. As I stood there, I could hear Lisa softly sing the words of the song that was playing in the background: (Song: Dean: Half Moon - youtu.be/imG-TIME7Xc )-“Without you, youeverything is pointlessI just need a half of youTo fill up my soulless heart. If a half, half.Half of you was with meI would never feel so empty and emotionless . Cause you're all I need”-
It was then I realized, I am fully, truly and deeply in love with Lisa. Sure, we’ve only really been romantically getting to know each other for a short while now, but as the song went on, it only solidified that I’ve been in love with Lisa since the day her eyes met mine. As Lisa softly sang the chorus of the song, I mumbled the words back to myself as well:“Without you everything is pointless, - I just need half of you to fill up my soulless heart” And it was true. Lisa is the only person in this entire world that has and will ever have my heart.
*Flashback Over* ----------Jennie’s POV 7:34pm I was sitting in the backseat of a packed eight seater car, my acapella members were being openly obnoxious and goofy after we spent the entire day together. A few tears were shed as our senior year is comes to an end, old memories were talked about, college plans were revealed and waves of every emotion we’re captured during our final outing before we have to focus on rehearsing for the last acapella competition. As the car furthered, I finally spoke up: Jennie: Okay guys you know the plan right? Once the sunsets, you guys go and set up the dinner table out on the backyard deck once we get to Lisa’s house! Jisoo and everyone else please don’t forget to set up the food, music and everything I’ve talked to you guys ab-Eric: Queen Jennie! Don’t worry! you’ve gone through this plan like forty times today, we got this!!Jisoo: yah! Jenduke! We know what we need to do! It’s going to be perfect!Bobby: Yeah! We got this don’t we guys?!Everyone else: Yeah yeah yeah *Jennie playfully rolls her eyes*Jennie: Thank you so much guys, sorry I’m just, just- nervous -8:10pm The packed van came to a stop in front of Lisa’s house. The few boys trailed out of the car like ninjas in the dark. They quietly opened the trunk of the van and carried the dinner table and chairs onto Lisa’s backyard deck.Jisoo and the other members also silently began to set up the romantic atmosphere for the girl Jennie has fallen for. While everyone set up the backyard for Jennie, Jennie stayed in the car to fix up her makeup and hair before she went and officially made Lisa hers and only hers. (Jennie’s outfit: 68.media.tumblr.com/02695397cc691db8acf491252317bad4/tumblr_noopjkhGFw1sp281lo1_r1_500.jpg )
Text message: 6:47pm Lisa: ah baby, hurry uuuup I miss you7:10pm Jennie: I miss you too, we’re finishing up soon, I’ll be there in an hour or so <37:47pm Lisa: yaay, where are we going for dinner tonight? 7:57pm Jennie: You’ll see :) Jennie then exited the car and met up with her friends who helped her set up the romantic evening. Jennie quickly smiled and hugged all of her members while saying: Jennie: Thank you so much you guys, you don’t know how much this means to me. Ah, I can’t believe I’m actually-Jisoo interrupts: In loooOOoove!!! HehehEveryone else: Jennie and Lisa sittin in a tree K - I - S - S - I - N - G *Jennie laughs and blushes*Jennie: Shhh! Now shut up and leave before I kick all your guy’s asses!!! Before everyone followed their captain's orders Jisoo quickly turned around and ran over to Jennie to give her a sweet hug and whispered: Jisoo: I’m proud of you Jennie, I’m happy for you too, you’re actually allowing someone in. I’ve never seen you so happy in your entire life, you got this jenduke! Fighting! Jennie softly mouthed “Thank you” and took it as her que to make her way back onto Lisa’s backyard deck with a dozen of red roses in her hand. Jennie quickly made her way back into Lisa’s backyard and was in complete shock of the romantic scene in front of her. She smiled and was happy to see that the evening scenery was just how she wanted it. Jennie then took her steps onto the center of the deck and faced the back door. She fastly adjusted her dress and hair before she sighed. Finally, she pulled out her phone and dialed for Lisa. -----Lisa’s POV I was straightening my hair, but then I heard my phone ring:Lisa: Hi baby! Are you here yet?Jennie: Hey babe, yeah I am, come out to your backyard though. *Lisa confused*Lisa giggles: ah why? Jennie blushing: You’ll see *Jennie hangs up*I was heavily confused as for why Jennie asked me to met her outside in my backyard. But I didn’t question it and I gave myself one more check in the mirror before I quickly went out to see the girl I’ve been aching to see all day. For some reason, I was nervous. I made my way down my stairs and stood in front of my backyard door. I quickly wiped my sweaty palms onto my jeans and inched my hand towards the door knob.
--------------------(Music in the background: HONNE - Warm On a Cold Night: youtu.be/WBWdET5LSnU?t=22s ) ^listen while you read this next part :) Lisa’s POV After I opened the door, my heart was beating completely out of my chest. In shock, I took one shy step further onto the deck as I unconsciously closed the door behind me.My two eyes were nothing but glued onto the most beautiful girl to have ever walked this earth. Tears began to meet the corners of my eyes as I slowly followed along the delicately strung lights above us. I turned my gaze over towards the dinner table and began to melt at the sight of my favorite dinner, flowers and music delicately playing in the background. My emotions were dripping with admiration for the dark haired girl in front of me. My heart was effortlessly overflowing while my body began to tremble with happiness. I could not speak nor breathe. Although I tried many times, I only continued to smile and blush while I held my hands to my cheeks.With tear filled eyes, Jennie and I took this moment to allow our eyes to speak.Sucked into a daze, we silently communicated words we have never spoken.As the world continued to spin and billions of people continued their lives, our current world was at an utter halt. It’s as if time had decided to stop for us once again.
Then, Jennie dropped her gaze. I could tell she was just as nervous as I was. I watched her control her breathing as she took a few steps to be directly in front of me, then she finally spoke: *Jennie nervous* Jennie: … Lisa. I- I. *pause* *ehem*Jennie: - I swear - all I do is replay the first time you ran into me ..and I remember recalling how - freaked out I was by how beautiful you are -But right now.. this has nothing to do with your beauty - As I’ve gotten to know you - I began to realise that your beauty is only one - of all your amazing qualities. I honestly don’t understand what is happening to me Lisa. a-and it was only when I began to feel actual, physical pain every time you left the room that it finally dawned on me - I’m so - crazy about you Lisa, and for the first time in my life.. I can’t contain what I feel towards you.. and it’s not that I want to have you.. - all I want is to deserve you. Tell me what to do. show me how to love you the way you deserve. I’ll do anything you say.. - I know I may not be the most educated on how to be in a relationship.. actually I don’t know how to be in a relationship at all, but all I know is that everything I’ve never done, I want to do with you. and the only thing I’m completely sure of is that - I want to fall completely and utterly in love with you for as many days as you allow me too Lisa I- --------Lisa’s POV As cliche as it sounds, I have to say, I never believed in soulmates until Jennie changed my entire world. Tears slowly flowed onto my cheeks as she went on. Her nervous but beautiful words that came out of her mouth sent me flying into a further dimension than I was already in. I couldn’t take it any longer, so I cut Jennie off and wrapped my arms around her neck. I pressed myself into her to feel her warmth as I responded to her: Lisa: baby - all I do when we’re apart is think about you - and all I do when we’re together is panic. because every second feels so important Jennie. I’m so out of control, I’m not even mine anymore, I’m yours. Okay? I’m yours. -----------End Of Chapter---------