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Kyungsoo crouched by the fire in the common area, staring at the flames which crackled as the sparks disappeared into the air. His gaze on he fire never shifted even when Jongin stood by his side."It's not your fault Kyungsoo, stop blaming yourself. It could've gotten worse if you didn't come back to get help."Jongin was well aware that Kyungoo was a sensitive soul and that he had high expectations of himself. Jongin loved that part of him, but it also stung him to see Kyungsoo carrying all the burden by himself. Especially when he was not the one at fault."Sometimes... I can't help but think that I'm just so..." Kyungsoo frowned, his eyes still on the fire, "Useless.""I told you. It wasn't your fault when that happened and it's also not... this time."Jongin knew that the happenings in the day was not the only trigger for the indignance Kyungsoo felt at the moment."Give me sometime to cool off okay?" Kyungsoo struggled to hide the irritation in his voice.  Luhan woke with a start,  eyes opening slowly as they adjusted to the weak sunlight filling the chamber. He found himself tucked under the blanket but he felt cold and alone. Sehun was nowhere in sight.He sat up, pushing away the blanket as he steadied his feet on the floor while sitting at the side of the bed. The vague soreness of his body reminded him of the events from the previous evening through the night. The first name which came to mind was Lay. He felt guilty. It was his fault that his important friend had come to lose his senses. He felt betrayed. Lay was supposed to be the only one who understood what he truly wanted and needed, a listening ear."You're up."Luhan looked up from his lap to see Kyungsoo with a basin in his hands, smiling. A smile that does not quite reach his eyes like it used to."You look better now, how are you feeling?" Kyungsoo put down the basin on a table."I'm all better, thank you."